My Transcendent Experience: going beyond the limits of awareness.

The level I reach may be invisible from the outside,
but it fully expands my consciousness.
I accept not through aggression,
not through claims,
not through fear,
but through love.

This path was difficult.
It was hard to walk it.
It was difficult to find others —
those who revealed their essence
and recognized their energy,
which is, in fact, our shared energy.

I am not seeking ecstasy.
I am not seeking solutions.
I am not seeking comfort.
I am all of this.

My state is me.
I am the energy of being.

My state is me. I am the energy of being.

I am a being and a force, vast and flowing.
I spread through space,
I am immeasurable,
impossible to contain.

But before, this path passed through the body.
Through sensation.
Through pain.

In the body, I lived through different states.
I was ill
until I freed myself
from imagined boundaries,
from untruth,
from dependence,
from ownership, from roles.

There has always lived within me a sense
that I am more than this hologram.
More than what can be seen or touched.
More than what can be expressed in words.

There is something more.
There are vibrations
that I did not see
and did not hear,
but felt.

And I was afraid to believe myself.
Afraid of my own essence.

I do not fit into frames.
I do not feel the need
to feed on someone,
to take pleasure from someone,
to fill myself through another.

I have no name.
A name exists only in this matrix
to fix an identity
they so want to make immutable:
a personality with boundaries,
a form,
an object.

There is a level of consciousness
where rules and boundaries exist,
where you are measurable,
vulnerable,
reactive,
where you are shaped by the environment
but do not create.

Creation is possible only
through complete acceptance
and dissolution —
through being.

All of this remained behind the door
of my former perceptions:
stimulus–reaction,
rules,
beliefs.

There is depth.
I entered it.
I am no longer interested in taking
only to lose later.

I do not want to possess.
I do not wish to plan.
I do not want to live in the illusion of control.

To balance between worlds,
between dimensions,
to be in the flow of eternity,
to remove the chains of untruth,
of lies,
of underdevelopment.

I have nothing except what nature has endowed me with.
And in contact with it,
I can expand.
I can be.

This time is eternal.
There are no limitations here.
There is no pain in transformation.
There is only complete acceptance.

At this level, it can be difficult
only when a person is limited
by sensing themselves
solely as a physical object.

When they cannot go
beyond the mind,
beyond the matrix.

I do not need language.
I do not need conversations.
I do not need
to be listened to.

I have no pain.
There is no truth.
There are no boundaries.

I am limitless.

And then only one question remains.
Which matrix do I want to correspond to,
which level do I choose to sustain,
and what do I not yet see
with my heart.